Thursday, November 30th, 2006
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12:58 am
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i think pee wee herman is pretty cool
current mood:  SCHOOL
current music: peewee
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Tuesday, October 24th, 2006
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1:43 am
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dating is stupid anyway.
stupidmeany
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Saturday, October 21st, 2006
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3:35 am
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i just , just now, read livejournaljunk back back, lots of entries, back to 2004. two years of this. and things change and friends leave and my brain is different. but i am still so worried of my mom dying. and i dont think i write the same. and when i started this thing i was in twelevth grade and now i am almost 21. fuck 21. oh my god 21. i dont want to be old. i dont want to get old. i do not want to be 21. i want to be 17. i want to be a little teeny and live again. i want to be 6 and love my mom and slip and slide and run and play with barbies in simone basement and drink juice and stuff. our fucking backyard forts. alcohol go away, and apartment and college and life. scary and i dont want it and i feel like i am pretending. and michael, thats done.
i am tired now.
current mood:  fatcat
current music: people smoking outside the bar downbelow
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3:14 am
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it is three in the morning and i am not tired. im bored. and just blahblah i dont know what to do. tv?read? read. but i want to talk to people i want to do something i want to be with people i want to just be with people.
jenna goes to bed at 9:30.
go for a walk in the little woods. stand on the bridge with the light and talk. that would be nice. i would like it i would be happy. it would be good if i knew someone here besides her. outgoing! talk! toritalk. no!
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Wednesday, October 4th, 2006
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11:05 pm - grimsby
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wednesday night and i have had a little wine. james sister had a girl. little bebe babe. and school and oakville. difficult. but alright.
tofurkey.
COOL.
halloween! SUPER COOL.
homework. no.
jenna goes to bed really fucking early.
i want to talk to michael.
i want summer.
i love harry potter
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Saturday, September 9th, 2006
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8:47 am - lame retard dumb sad asshole
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oakville is lame
i miss my mom and my cat and my grimsby and my simone and little nik and my freedom and my stupid boyfriend and even my ugly movie set house.
i think a mouse lives in my celeing. but it sounds heavy so maybe it is a rat? or like a cat? like a dog?
i am so hungover.
i want no school. i am nervous for school. nervous for life.
but my apartment has a pool. so today i will swim. and maybe it will make me feel a bit better. because i feel pretty down.
oakville is lame. and it is eight thirty in the morning because i cant sleep because it is sunny and i have no fucking blinds. mad morning. makes whole day bad.
huge complainer.
i just want to have some fun. run around. i spent fifteen dollers on a drink last night. asshole. me.
okay.
current mood:  funny
current music: fucking dog barking so loud
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Tuesday, September 5th, 2006
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9:27 am
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Monday, August 28th, 2006
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10:16 pm - NO.
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on friday i move. i have packed almost nothing. four huge orange garbage bags full of clothes i am getting rid of. mess mess. i am a mess. i do not even understand how i will be able to get through all of my mountians of things, of junk, in three days. college scares me.
current mood: UGLY
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Sunday, August 6th, 2006
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4:06 am - yip. jump. summer.
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tonight.
the beach, a band, fucking tina turner. but it was wonderful. and you started a fire. burned down the playground. stole and broke an angel. smashed his head on the concrete. walked walked walked.
ran.
i am really crazy, like crazy for you.
freaks and geeks.
beers in national geographic backpack.
sleep in my bed every night okay. just be with me okay. we drive around, and like, you have not even seen resivoir dogs. no nothing. not anything.
i love summer.
i am feeling good.
i am drunk.
i am feeling good.
current mood:  sweet. yes.
current music: millie and lindsay
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Thursday, July 20th, 2006
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7:46 pm - yip
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i am happy. summer thunder. summer fun. little bunny. i want to jump around and hopskip. swim in your pool. i love simone. i love nik. i got an appartment.
WONDERFUL DAY:
1.sleptover
2.had fun.
3.pick you up. saw you.
4.went to mall. new bright eyes. yaya.
5.went to car and my cd player miractuallty works. MIRACUlOUSLY. ACTUALLY.
cool and then thunder. and then you peirce your lip. and now i will see my little amber. my amber love. amberswim. i am really happy. i feel good and ALIVE.
superfantistique.
GREAT>
i love green grass. blue skies. fluff clouds big fluffwhite beauties.
cool.
cooldudes.
schoolcool.
current mood:  sweettime
current music: fucking csi
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Friday, July 14th, 2006
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2:22 pm - like i am 16.
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i am pretty happy.
current mood:  wonderfulsummertime
current music: ipod lover.
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Thursday, June 8th, 2006
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11:30 am - yeah!
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listen to my music in my bed. two hour conversation with a friend. i miss everything. i want to move today.
FOLK music.
FAT JERRY.
remember fat jerry? fat jerry.
it is like i use this to just maybe try to talk to you. you guys. you know\. you do.
i really love warm weather. warm evenings. my warm life for now. i will ride my bike, dip my toes in water, look at all the fishes. and feel freeee. free for me.
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Thursday, April 27th, 2006
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12:12 am - coolers
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i love bright eyes very much.
current mood:  coolers
current music: you know
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Tuesday, April 11th, 2006
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12:12 am
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i want some tattoos.
cooldude.
remember?
remember coodude?
pervin in the sub-urban.
i am going to college!
current mood:  headache
current music: mr richman
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Sunday, April 9th, 2006
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11:52 pm - ohoh
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igot into college
i am going to college i am going to sheridan going to move to oakville. which is a kind of really horrible place to be moving to but i dont care because i moving. appartmentappartment.
freeeeeeeeedom.
car appartment laptop FREEDOM
a grownup girl
i am just happy.
and so full bread hummus coffee
today i saw buds on the trees and robins in the grass. drove with my windows down. the air conditioner has not started yet but we dont need the heat anymore.
spring has just begun but i know how close the summer is and i know that when the summer ends my life is going to be a lot different, wonderful. great!
current mood: yeahcoolschool!!!!
current music: the shags
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Wednesday, March 29th, 2006
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12:36 am - yo. 'sup
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so i just realized i only really write in here when the weather is warm and nice. right when it is begining to become nice outside. why? tell me why/
i sleep through the whole winter. i might as well. no memories no thoughts no nothing no nothing
horrible lonely season .alone in the snow-n
art school
iwant to make graphinc novels
matching friend tattoos
but still there are no leaves no grass, i have yet to see a robin. but since yesterday i have frgotten about my jacket. no winter anything. sweaters yes coat no. i am drunk
current mood: bloob
current music: cigarette(L)?
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12:16 am - futuretime
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when i am a grown up i want to be a voice in a cartoon.
i think that is what i want, i dont now. probably not.
i like to drive in and be with you there. three summers in a row, us there together and i love you. i like to talk to people, only certian people but when talking to those certain people i like it. ?
i like that my car i am buying and that i have a computer and i am going to move and go to school and start a fresh life fresh tori fresh faces in my life
a whole new world
i love my twenty year friend. i love that april is right over there and warm and grass leaves picnic bike
i dont know i guess i am just feelin fine
bathing suits and short and teeeeees.
roadtripfriends.
current mood:  drunk
current music: taling heads
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Thursday, September 29th, 2005
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8:42 pm - oh.
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i watch so much tv i feel like i am living someone elses life.
today was the first actually cold day. i had to wear socks, i went to value, bought two sweaters. thats it.
i am so bored all the time.
i am so bored.
sleep the whole day, watch television the whole day.
alone the whole day. everyday.
i need something new
current mood: fine.
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Wednesday, June 29th, 2005
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11:18 am - i hate cool.
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i am really alonely.
current mood: sadweekdays
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Thursday, June 2nd, 2005
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3:57 pm - FUCK'EM
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yesterday i played musical chairs to Raspberry Berret with two little babies.
i fed them cheese strings and hid in the bathtub with the girl baby when we played hide and seek.
TODAY:
FOUR!!!!! little babes today, and i think they are all under four years old. they play child versions of adult games, Yahtzee Jr. they have snot on their faces, and when they go to bed i have to wash their feet. they make me tired and kind of disgusted.
REALLY GROSSED OUT.
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my lips are two industrial magnits
when we are appart it is because we have on our electric hats, which de-magnitize us..
we are the only two members of the Heart Exchange Programme.
hi baby
current mood:  too many babies.
current music: THE FRENCH KICKS
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